This is From Hell - Poetry

My whole heart I poured out to you

And for you everything I was ready to do

Freely gave out my body, soul and spirit

That you will have everywhere in my veins to sit

You were the light I would never let go dim

And the night I would never let become deep

You filled my dreams and occupied my thought

You held my heart and like a bird in a trap I was caught

I gave you all - all the fertile land of my soul

But in it this is all you could sow?

In return of my love you gave me hatred

You abuse my heart and handle it like a rejected thread

I thought you would always be there for me

And safe in your arms my life and future would forever be 

But I was childish

No – I was just being foolish

I knew there was a prize for love

And I thought it would have come from the heaven in you

But this is from hell

And my soul keeps hearing your hurting bell.